Aku tidak mahu kalah.
Mungkin juga aku lupa bahawa nyawa dan jalan ku di bawah kekuasaan-Nya. Larian ku pastinya ada liku yang wajib di tempuh.
Aku amat takut untuk jatuh. Kalau lah aku tahu bahawa esok tiada satu pun bahagia, adakah aku masih disini?
Sehabis tenaga pasti ku curah untuk melepaskan diri dari sengsara. Harap aku mampu menghadapinya.
Gagal. Kenyataan semalam. Buruk kah rupa ku ini setelah menyedarinya?.....
ASSALAMUALAIKUM.
SALAM SEJAHTERA.
TO: WHO'S STILL READING
THAT IS SOME WORDS IN MY NOTES. I ALREADY WROTE IT WHENEVER I STILL IN MY FIRST SEMESTER. LETS I THINKS, MAYBE IT ON 2-3 MONTH AGO. HOHO~ NOT REALLY YOUNG, BUT STILL CHILDREN THINKING LOR...
WHEN I READ IT AGAIN...THE HURT IS STILL ALIVE. HOPEFULLY, I WANT TO FLY AWAY AND FORGET ABOUT THAT. HUH. I AM JUST HUMAN BEING THAT'S SO WEAKEST ALSO. THE TRUTHLY, I WERE THINKING IT FOR EVERY MOMENT. AND IT MAKE ME SO DEPRESS AND HORRIBLE.
ACTUALLY,, MY CHILD DREAM.. I WISH I BORN TO BE AN ANGEL.. LIKES BEAUTIFUL AND NOT HAVE ANY SADNESS. SO I WILL MAKE A SMILE AND HAPPY EVERY SECOND I HAVE.
FORGIVE ME..... MAYBE I FORGET, GOD WILL NOT TEST HUMAN WITHOUT ANY REASON. GOD TEACH WE SOMETHING. AT LEAST, I KNOW WHO I AM. ALSO, I KNOW WHO'S REALLY LOVE ME OR NOT. THEN, I HAVE TO KNOW THAT GOD STILL CARE ABOUT ME AND ALL PEOPLE AROUND ME. GOD STILL WATCHING ME. NOW, I UNDERSTAND THAT.....
SO, WHAT WE HAD FALL IT'S NOT REALLY BAD.
IT JUST SOME OF TURN RIGHT OT LEFT IN OUR LIFE.
MAYBE WHAT HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE IS MORE HARD THAN ME. FORGIVED WITHOUT FORGETED IT,BECAUSE IT WILL MAKE OUR CONDUCT FOR TODAY AND TOMORROW.
KEEP IT TOUCH.
HERE,, SOMETHING I TOOK FROM BOOK I HAD READ..
"IF U ARE HUMAN, TRY FEEL SOME GOOD AND SOME
BAD EVERY MOMENT.
U HAVE YOUR SENSE OF MIND TO THROUGH IT OUT AND MAKE
IT MORE USEFULL"
Sekian, Jumpa lagi..
